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I FREAKING LOVE TODAY :D
When the stars threw down their spears,
And water’d heaven with their tears,
Did He smile His work to see?
Did He who made the lamb make thee?
TIGER, tiger, burning bright
In the forests of the night,
What immortal hand or eye
Could frame thy fearful symmetry?
In what distant deeps or skies
Burnt the fire of thine eyes?
On what wings dare he aspire?
What the hand dare seize the fire?
And what shoulder and what art
Could twist the sinews of thy heart?
And when thy heart began to beat,
What dread hand and what dread feet?
What the hammer? what the chain?
In what furnace was thy brain?
What the anvil? What dread grasp
Dare its deadly terrors clasp?
When the stars threw down their spears,
And water’d heaven with their tears,
Did He smile His work to see?
Did He who made the lamb make thee?
Tiger, tiger, burning bright
In the forests of the night,
What immortal hand or eye
Dare frame thy fearful symmetry?
To see your world in a grain of sand, and a heaven in a wild flower. To hold infinity in the palm of your hand, An eternity in an hour
…and I can’t quite put my finger on it. But I know is missing, because I feel the void everyday. :/.
1. Fall in love
2. Live in London
3. Visit/ possibly live in Edinburgh
4. Find my Bill
5. Get into a really good law school
6. Make deans list
7. take a road trip with my Best Friend
8. see Paris
9. go sky driving
10. go bungee jumping
11. see the american west
12. learn to snow board
13. buy an audi
14. be able to support my family
15. repay my mother for everything
16. climb a mountain
17. watch the sunrise on top of that mountain
18. watch the sunset over the pacific ocean off the coast if California
19. get an industrial
20. get a tatoo
21. reach my goal weight
22. see the ball drop in Times Square
23. visit a black sand beach
22. see the Mediterranean sea
24. go to the Holy Land
25.discover my past
26. go white water rafting
27. be proposed to
28. tell someone I love them and mean it 100% without any doubt.
29. see the aurora boreilis
30. visit mexico
31. Join the peace corps
32. win a case in the court room
33. see a broad way show
34. go to a rave in Europe
35. kiss on the steps of the Jefferson memorial
36. gay rights.
37. spend a rainy day huddled on my couch with hot chocolate, a bf, and a really good book/ movie
38. buy/make a window seat
39. spend a day in a cafe, people watching
40. visit a french cafe
41. speak french to a french person
42. visit jerusalem
43. see the Hagai Sophia in Istanbul
44. stand on the equator
45. spend another fall in Upstate NY
46. See the Macy’s Thanksgiving Day Parade
47. wear a red dress to a formal with matching bright red lipstick
48. grow my hair out to past my shoulders
49. be in a wedding party
50. be a bride
51. own a locket
52. take a cruise
53. loose myself in a foreign market place
54. visit Hong Kong
55. ride a horse
56. write a song
57. publish something
58. see a legit concert
59. see a european soccer game
60. see a yankees game
61. see a giants game
62. walk the stage at college graduation with my class
63. Bitch someone who legit deserves it.
64. see a therapist
65. buy yellow umbrella and bright yellow rain boots.
66. be nationally recognized for something
67. work for the government
68. have a theme song
69. carve my initials into a tree
70. win a nobel peace prize
71. visit all of the famous squares
72. get my motorcycle license
73. buy a motor cycle
74. change the world
Time. It can be your best friend, and yet at the same time, your worst enemy as well.
College. 4 years that will change your life forever. 4 years that will change you personally.
I came into this with a clean slate and a open mind. I wanted tons of friends and I wanted everyone to like me. No drama, no baggage, no expectations. I wanted to be a new Tia completely. Thats has been my biggest mistake thus far.
I’ve lost myself from one extreme to another. I’ve tried to people please so much that I’ve turned into this person with problems that are not usually my style. I can’t change other people. I am not going to get along with everyone. That’s life. You can pick and choose who you surround yourself. You choose your friends and they choose you.
Now I’m going to make the choice to not be friends with someone. I do not have anything against them personally. I do not hate them. We have grown up and grown apart. That’s okay. I have 1 top best friend. I have a good group of friends at home. I have a good group of friends, and a “favorite” friend here as well. I can/will make new friends throughout the rest of my time here as well. People come and go. period.
If I’ve learned anything here, its that my happiness, for the most part, depends on me. I have to be happy with myself before I can make someone else happy. I have to get my shit done. I’m here to get a degree and to get good grades so I can go on from to do whatever the fuck I please: Law school, peace corps, London, Israel, $$$, Secretary of State, good, bad, life. But that won’t happen if I lose me. I’m done running. I’m done making excuses. I am finally opening my eyes and looking into the light. I love me. I have confidence in myself and what I can do.
Hello world! I’m Tia and I’m here :].
I feel the happiest today than I’ve felt in a long time. Thank you guys :]. I appreciate it.
Beautiful.
